TarotHunter’s Salt Rounds:
- Mastery in any area is difficult to achieve when one’s mind is chaotic and troubled. Calming your mind so it can embrace new ideas is key right now.
- Before you can manifest what you desire in your life you need to be able to envision it. That’s difficult when you can’t tame your “monkey mind” and channel it into more disciplined pathways.
- You have the potential to be master of all you survey but it’s unexpressed right now because you are letting negative thought and a defeatist mindset hold you back. Work on improving your self-esteem and self-worth and you may find the path easier to maneuver.
Filed under: COTD
| Tagged as: Being Centered & Focused
, Believing in myself
, Manifesting my future
The fact that I’m feeling so overwhelmed and burdened by responsibilities is causing me to let things slip through the cracks. I have an opportunity to reignite my spark but I have to take it. With all the obligations I’m burdened with right now I feel as though I don’t have the right to take time for myself but these cards are telling me that I need to change that perception.
If I want to create a better relationship with my spirit guides then I need to stop letting my responsibilities be an excuse and just do something. It doesn’t need to be elaborate. I think it’s a question of taking 10 minutes or so every day and just being more mindful and open to connecting with the spirit world. Right now I feel like a rat trapped in a barrel – I’m running in circles, using up all my energy and getting no where. I’m exhausted, drained and defeated. The only way I know to counter-act this is to take some time for myself; to be still and listen.
This isn’t exactly mind-blowing news. I know the answer and realize the Tarot is reinforcing what I already knew but have been avoiding. Small steps, baby steps – that’s all it takes. I don’t need to reach the goal line in a week. I didn’t get to this point in my life overnight so why I think the solution should be a quick fix is beyond me. To paraphrase Robin Byrd, I need to lie back, relax and get comfortable – at least for a few minutes every day.
These cards show an entwined and complementary answer to my question. In the companion book, Barbara offers the interpretation “wasting time and energy” for the reversed 3 of Wands. I can see that as one appropriate meaning but I also see it as telling me that I need to slow down and waste some time and energy on myself. Focusing that energy inwards rather than outwards is one way of welcoming spirit in and honoring it in my life.
The 10 of Wands with its harried female office worker describes my life right now. My harried, overworked feeling might not be due to an office environment but it exists nonetheless. I think this card is reminding me that I need the slow down, wasted energy phase to counterbalance this harried, abundance responsibilities phase.
To me the 3 of Wands reversed is more about slowing down and tending to myself; stopping and enjoying a cup of tea while reading a great book. Ellen of Greylady’s Hearth commented on my blog post the other day reminding me that a gratitude journal can be a powerful tool for staying on track when it comes to self-care and slowing down. That seems to fit beautifully with this card’s message.
This is also the third time I’ve drawn the 3 of Wands since using this deck. I think it’s trying to reinforce the message that I need to take better care of myself. It’s important to take time for myself to relax, de-stress and just do something just for me. Otherwise I’ll be blue and swamped like the woman in the 10 of Wands. I can’t walk away from these responsibilities so I need to develop skills and techniques to help me relax and become calm and centered so that I can deal with them without losing my mind.